Sorry for not posting...

Sorry pals for not blogging for one week. Have been busy for test and lecture notes. Studying was the only thing I've done for the past one week, though stil going out for movie. :P

Now I have time to relax and fooling around. Read some books and wish I have time to post up my review on the books. After this, means next week, I'll have to initiate my 'combat mode' to study for final examination. Haha.. It's fast approaching in 2 weeks time. Will still be writing here if I've time to do so. Wnat to write more about relationship to share with you guys, to continue what I'd written here past few weeks.

God will always stay with us.

Today I didn't have many lectures. Only one hour in the morning and another one hour in the afternoon. This is what usually happens when the study week and final examination is around the corner. Most of my lectures in this semester ends early. The earliest is 3 weeks before the study week. See? This is the top 200 university shows, 'express'. Haha..

Had a slight headache after my class, took a nap but it didn't help much of it. I had meeting at 6pm. At first I didn't concentrate well on the meeting because of the headache and tiredness. But I felt much better soon, after 15 minutes of the meeting. I felt that the Holy Spirit is working within the committee. Thank God for leading our meeting.

After the meeting, I was so hungry, with no tiredness at all, because I didn't take any food since afternoon. It was already 9pm, so I went to my college mamak to 'ta bao' fried rice. Felt so energytic after my dinner aka supper.. :P Continue doing my TITAS notes. This subject in my opinion is useless. Yet we all here have to study for 2 sem. Pity.. Had a few-minute chat with my dad and got my stuff packed. Yay.. Going back home tomorrow, again. I'm thinking, am I going home too often? :P The answer is no... hmmmm.. may be yes..

Another Tuesday...

Today I got my mid-sem exam result for Probability and Statistic I, I did badly and only scored a C. Sigh.. However, I know that I wasn't trying my best and didn't prepare very well. Lord, thank You for You had reminded me about my mistakes. And I had learnt to accept things as what they are. I didn't feel very upset, yet I will try my very best on the coming exam (next test will be on next Tuesday, pray for me friends.) My final is approaching very fast, day by day it comes closer to me.. Aiks.. After I got my result, I went to library to meet Janice to help her removing viruses in her pendrive. Shared something regarding sleep and time planning with her. I hope those information I shared is useful for you, Janice. During Calculus II lecture, I found out that my friend, Chin Siew, carelessly left her purse and handphone in the toilet inside the main library. She couldn't find it anymore when she realised that her purse and handphone weren't with her. So pity.. People nowadays doesn't care about others feeling. They just took away things left by others. I myself lost my bag while I was having my class in the library past 2 months. Janice, you must be careful also since you also left your purse inside the toilet this morning, thanks God that you could remember just after few minutes.

At night, I spent time playing a classic computer game namely Fallout. It's such a nice game and I don't feel bored even though I have been playing for several times. It has maximum freedom as a RPG game in which you can kill anyone you want in this game, do anything you want. Played for three hours before I started to finish my tutorial questions. At first I planned to play for only one hour. :P

Gotta stop now as I still have things to be done. :)

Corrections...

Today was such a tiring day. Came back from class at 5.30pm and took a shower. Took a short nap after my dinner. It wasn't long, only 20 minutes. Some people say it's just too short and wouldn't enough to 'recharge' their energy. For me, it's more than enough for me to continue my work until midnight. Now I have time to correct some mistakes that I had made that day in my blog. THe meaning of 'dating' and 'courtship' comes from Cambridge Dictionary. The meaning stated there is someway different from the one in Oxford Dictionary. Actually it's not so important whether we are in dating or courtship. That's what a couple will normally do when they spend time together. I couldn't discuss a lot here as I'm still learning and finding more information about this. Friends, don't misinterpret, I just wanted to share with you all about relationship, and preparing myself for one. There're friends that thought that I have girlfriend already. :P

Time to get bed. Bye everyone...

Recovering..

Nothing special happened today. Just met my friend, Chin Yeong in the morning, shared with him about my depression yesterday and asked for his point of view about relationship. Really learnt a lot from him. After that just stayed in my room, solving tutorial questions, slept, yc with friends at night.. Whole day just passed like that. Now is almost 2am. At first I wanted to write more about relationship. But now sleepy, gonna sleep dy... I would like to thank you God for pulling me out of the depression I suffered yesterday. Also thank you Chin Yeong for his guidance. Really, you are such a good friend and brother. May the blessing of God be with you always. :)

Depressed... But don't know why...

Mood rating: 4/10
This morning I woke up. Felt not so good in mood. Just don't know why. Read some discussions in forum about dating. There're books talking about dating and courtship, I wanted to read them since long time ago. I'm looking for 2 books titled "Boy meet Girl" and "I Kissed Dating Goodbye". Both by Joshua Harris. Hardly found any of these 2 books in bookstore. So anyone who has it can you please lend me? Haha..

About dating, there're people who say dating is not necessary, neither courtship. In Genesis chapter 24, the marriage of Issac was arranged by his father, Abraham, with the blessing of God. This chapter once again make me thinking of this topic "Dating No More". This is quite argueable from what I have seen in the forum discussion I mentioned. Some people believed that as long as dating is not sinful, it is acceptable. For me, I think that we still have to seek for God's guidance in each and every relationship we are having with others. I looked for dictionary for the meaning of dating and courtship..

Dating - a social meeting planned in advance, such as one between two people who are or might become sexual partners.

Courtship - to have a romantic relationship with someone that you hope to marry / the time when people have a romantic relationship with the intention of getting married

Both words seem to have the same meaning but actually they aren't.. There's a word 'marry' in courtship. IMHO, even during the time of courtship, we have to choose the right place and right time. Not too late eg. going out till 1 or 2am, try not to be two alone in a room even though you think that you have a determined heart of not commiting sin..

Really no mood to continue writing dy.. My calculus test just now made me want to explode. The lecturer taught so fast and I really couldn't follow the whole lecture, especially today when I have really no mood for studying. I really dunno y.. Gonna pray after this. Friends who see this post please pray for me too. At first I planned to go out to Mid Valley to have a walk (main objective is to visit my favourite bookstore - MPH) tomorrow but now seems like I will not be going anywhere tomorrow. Hope that I'll be not-so-depressed tomorrow.

If I were to rate my mood now, I will only rate it as 3/10. Aiks...

Something to share with my friends..

Today was a tiring day. Went to a stupid seminar called "Bina Negara". It was extraordinary hot stucking inside the dining hall of 9th college. So small and the worst thing is that it's 'fan'-conditioned, hot.. Didn't pay attention to what the person talk from starting till the end, instead I read articles about choosing life partner with reference of Bible (Genesis Chapter24), where Abraham is preparing to choose a bride for his son. I find this chapter teaches us a lot and guides us in choosing our life partner. I would like to share this here for all my friends who believe in Christ. The very foremost lesson I can see through this chapter is that we should establish biblical dating guidelines.

1) Choose my life partner who can share a spiritual life with me, in other words, a Christian. (2 Corinthians 6:14 - 15, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? ... ")

2) Seek divine guidance. This can be seen through Gen 24:12, the servant prayed to the Lord to give him succuess.

3) Pray often. Always pray and let God guide through the whole process, from the moment you see someone who may interest you, till every moment you take another look, to know him/her more.

I believe God will prepare the best for us, the right person, at the right time. God has His own plan in each and everyone of us. So friends out there, don't be upset when your previous relationship is a failure, don't blame God. God wants us to learn more and more from each relationship, to become a better person. Each relationship does come with great responsibilities, treasure them and learn to accept things as what they are. I believe in one day, all of us will live happily with our other half.

That's all I want to share. Time for bed.. Haha..

" Father, thank You for giving me such clear and concise wisdom from Your Word about finding a life's partner. Lord, there are just a lot of men and women out there for us to find. But the right one is out there, Lord. So Lord, if it's Your Will for my friends and I to have a husband / wife, and they apply the divine guidelines and seek Your guidance, then, Father, they have a wonderful blessing awaiting them. Father, I prayed for my friends and myself today, Father, give them patience, wisdom and the heart of seeking Your guidance and Words. I prayed all these in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. "

I love books...

This morning I went to bus station to sell off my ticket because I will be following my church friends' (Pai Hong and Pai Shya) car going back to KL. Thank you Lord again because I was able to sell my ticket back to the counter with minimal loss. Went to bank to withdraw and deposit money. I also spent some time in my favourite place - Popular Bookstore. It's what I called a 'heaven' full with books.. Haha.. It's so nice to spend time there. I found some books that are useful to me. "The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People" and "The 8th Habit" by Stephen R. Covey. I wanted to buy them but I didn't have enough money. Too poor. Haha.. Perhaps after few weeks these books will be mine. :P

Had a drink with church friends during lunch time. We talked about various topics and share our views / problems. Nice to spend time with them. After that, went to cut my hair, a new hair style I have. Haha..

Spend my whole afternoon doing tutorial questions and notes. Gonna rush for it because I need to print them out before I go back. Then went to Methodist Youth Fellowship at nite. yc with church friends after that and came home. Now writing this. A bit tired but still have to carry on with my notes. Tonight gonna burn the midnight oil dy..

A busy Friday.. but happy :)

I was too busy to write about what happened yesterday. So now I 'ganti balik'.. :P

10/3/2006

This morning, I had a sweet dream. Really sweet, but can't tell here.. It's a secret.. If you want to know, ask me in real life.. Haha.. After I did my blood test, I had lunch with my family. Ate 'bak kut teh'.. Delicious.. I miss pork so much.. Haha.. After that it's just a simple day for me. Went to cell group at nite. Played a game called "The King and His Servants". This is a simple game: the servants have to obey to the king's instructions. The king instructed a cell group member (a girl) to propose to me.. It ended up I took the opposite position, that is I proposed to her. Huh.. Damn shy ler.. I don't even have a girlfriend, yet they ask me to propose.. Haha.. :P

After that, I rushed to a restaurant to have supper with frenz. My former colleague and boss. He wanted to treat me for a meal for several months because I have been helping him on certain events. Actually he doesn't have to do so because I was too free during my previous holidays and I was just spending my time on useful stuff. Anyway, thank you for the meal. It was such a full supper. Couldn't sleep after taking this supper.. So it's time to do my tutorial questions... Haha.. Had chat with Janice through sms while solving problems before I went to sleep..

Back to Kuantan!!

I'm back to Kuantan!! Kinda missing my family although it's just 3 weeks I'm in UM after my mid-sem holiday. Rushed to Pekeliling bus station after my Calculus II lecture. The day was getting dark, heavy rain was approaching. Arrived at bus station around 5pm and thanks God that the ticket is still available (left only 2 tickets.. huh.. ) I met my Kuantan friends there too, coincidentally they were waiting for bus to go back to Kuantan. 3 of us studying in UM, but I seldom chat with them. Had a long chat while waiting for the bus.

After having my dinner aka supper :P, I chatted with my family members. My mum forced me to do a blood test on the next day to have a check on my cholesterol level, Hepatitis B etc etc.. Mum, you are such a loving and caring mum, worry about my cholesterol level. :P

I plan to do my coursework but too tired, wrote this post and gonna go sleep... Zzz...

Another normal day..

Actually I want to talk about yesterday. Time's getting late.. :(

Today's just another simple day. Lecture starts at 11am till 5pm with break in between. Went to my faculty canteen to have lunch, my very first time eating at canteen since this sem. Haha.. Rarely have my lunch there as it's not too cheap for a student like me. Not too crowded yet I couldn't locate any seat there. End up having my lunch beside canteen. This canteen is too small for such a large faculty with more than 2000 people. Somemore it's hot and not comfortable. Sigh... Met Janice after lunch to help her out with her assignment. Don't have to thank me so much, I'm just lending my 'free' hand. Haha.. She gave me a self-made bookmark. It's a very nice bookmark with a meaningful verse on it. Thank you Janice, I appreciate it and will bring it along wherever I go. :P

I was exhausted after my last lecture for today - Life Processes. After that, I went back to my college to wash my clothes and bathe because soon I got to go to DPG (Disciple Prayer Group) Combined Meeting at night somemore. This month combined meeting event is a talk by Bro. Soon about what's your purpose of life. I will share out when I got time to type out later. :P

Sleepy now.. Gotta go to sleep. Tomorrow got lecture at 9am. Very early.

God loves me so much!!!

It's almost 2am now.. Still alert after I took a 1-hour nap at 11pm and then went yc with frenz after I woke up. Very fresh and got lots of stuff to be done. Notes, tutorials, preparing for the coming lectures etc.. Today was a tiring day even though I have only 2 lectures. Slept for 5 hours only last night caused me feel sleepy during lectures. Thank you Lord for You had granted me strength to carry on with my jobs. And from now onwards I want to prepare my heart to serve You Lord. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.

God loves me so much. I can see through the changes in my life since early of this year. There're a lot of changes that happened on me. I was so lazy to serve God during my 1st semester in university. Been playing all the day and put all my works aside. However, during the semester holiday last December, I suddenly realised that my life is so dull and meaningless. And since then I decided to turn over a new leaf, to become a better person.

Prayed to the Lord to mould me to be what He wants me to be. Thank you Lord again for changing my life.

Need to carry on with my job. For brothers and sisters in Christ, let's serve Lord better and spend more time with Him. :)

Tired.. but meaningful

This afternoon I went to Mid Valley for a movie "Final Destination 3" with a sister I met during Campus Life Connection Mission Sharing, Janice. I had been watching this movie since the 1st episode. This time, it's all about a student who has an instinct that her friends and she is going to die in a roller coaster ride. And she has successfully get some of her friends and herself of the ride before the accident happens. However, she's still suffering from losing her boyfriend and her best friend. The death has not yet be ended. Those friends who had successfully escaped, die one by one very soon. And she can only try to save her friends from the death. This movie has a different ending than the previous ones, special ending. Watch yourself if you want to know. Haha..

After this movie, we had a walk in MPH bookstore and read some magazines. I really enjoy spending time with her. Thank you Janice. Very soon, we had to leave because I have Leadership Training Class (LTC) at 7 and she got to go for a rehearsal in her church. Although I was tired but I can feel that I'm still energitic. Thank you Lord for You had granted me strength. This 3-day leadership class really helps me a lot in knowing God and preparing myself to help completing the mission of God.

I think that's all for today.. Tired after came back from this course.. :P

Easiest Calculus II Test

Huh.. Today was a tiring day for me. Had a 2nd mid-sem test for Calculus II. The test is damn easy. The lecturer is too kind. My roommate is the earliest to come out.. Superb.. He used only 40 minutes to finish all the question and check the answers twice. The test is only 1 hour yet so many people started to leave after 40 minutes. Haha.. Me too left early. This is the very first time I left early in my test. I guess if there was no mistake made (I think no.. haha), should get full mark for this.

After my test I just went to computer lab to do my assignment. But end up online and read my friend's blog, without doing anything regarding my assignment.. This is the true me.. haha.. Very tired when I reached my room. Took a bath and heard an announcement saying that there'll be no water supply from tonight 10pm till 5am of the next day, starting 2nd march till 10th march.. I was like "Shit.. No water supply again.. " My college is sux.. Especially during this sem, everything seems starting to spoil.

Nite just doing nothing, play one match of Dota, chat with my roommate. Gonna start doing my notes dy.. Else cannot finish forever. :P

Today is just a simple day with nothing special happen except for the easiest test I ever seen. Haha..